Well, for whatever it's worth, there are people that care about you.
[Ah, so Sora missed that admission. Not a huge surprise. Neither is the judging.]
She's never boring? Let's be honest with ourselves, Sora. There's nothing I could say to anyone to justify my relationship with Lucina. I am fully aware of what she is.
Were I a man with any natural sadism, I could have been just like her.
[The jab just gets a light, dismissive sniff, though green eyes are bright with humor.
Tiernan hums faintly at the last, though.]
Those two things are hardly mutually exclusive. Emotions matter, yes, but how you handle them matters more. You might want to give up, but you're still trying. I don't think you'd be talking to me right now if you weren't.
You are making me choose between being supportive and the pithy retort and I object strenuously.
[Tiernan hums quietly and tilts his head back.]
Even me. It can be argued that I have given up before. Sometimes it's even alright to give up. Better for you, or something you can give up on for a little while, rest, without it being irrevocable.
But sometimes giving up is just the end, and will has to overcome desire.
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Date: 2019-09-13 12:15 am (UTC)From:[Ah, so Sora missed that admission. Not a huge surprise. Neither is the judging.]
She's never boring? Let's be honest with ourselves, Sora. There's nothing I could say to anyone to justify my relationship with Lucina. I am fully aware of what she is.
Were I a man with any natural sadism, I could have been just like her.
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Date: 2019-09-14 11:12 pm (UTC)From:His gaze softens a bit, before he looks to Tiernan and scoffs.]
Okay, Narcissus.
[He shakes his head and draws his legs up, loosely wrapping his arms around them.]
Damn... [He lets out a breath.] Everyone's trying so hard, and I just want to give up.
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Date: 2019-09-15 03:53 pm (UTC)From:Tiernan hums faintly at the last, though.]
Those two things are hardly mutually exclusive. Emotions matter, yes, but how you handle them matters more. You might want to give up, but you're still trying. I don't think you'd be talking to me right now if you weren't.
[A soft sigh.]
Everyone wants to give up sometimes.
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Date: 2019-10-02 05:36 pm (UTC)From:Finally, he says:]
Yeah? Even you?
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Date: 2019-10-02 07:37 pm (UTC)From:[Tiernan hums quietly and tilts his head back.]
Even me. It can be argued that I have given up before. Sometimes it's even alright to give up. Better for you, or something you can give up on for a little while, rest, without it being irrevocable.
But sometimes giving up is just the end, and will has to overcome desire.
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Date: 2019-10-02 11:38 pm (UTC)From:He draws in a long breath, settling his chin on his arms.]
Pretty sure it's the latter, for me. Once I give up fighting to be me, well... there won't be a me left.
[He holds a blink. His voice is quiet.]
I don't want to die, but I'm so tired of fighting.